turning 30

At the time that I feel that my life is slightly out of control, I am alerted to the fact that in 141 days I turn 30. I am not scared, frightened, etc. that other people my age feel, but I do feel that I am not together enough to turn 30. Some other as enlightened bloggers, like me feel the same way. Some of my favorites are:

http://www.blacktable.com/ajbirthday.htm "Ten things to excpect after you turn 30" Depressing but I sense true

http://www.handbag.com/relationships/yourlife/turning30/ "A survivors guide to turning 30" - I'll have to revisit the must do list before the day of the birth

Here are two, there will be more.
P.