The hell of Moving.......

so, I know that I live in a rental loft, but it is my loft. My lovely loft. Right in downtown Toronto. 5 minutes to the movie theater, 5 minutes to CHapters, I can see the Shopper's Drugmart on the corner. great restaurants, bars, stores, you name it. I really do love it here.

So I am renting. I know that I am 30 years old and I don't own a peice of property to my name, let alone my condo, and I should own it, but I don't. ANyway the Singaporian owner had not contacted me and the 60 day time limit came and went and I found out on Monday that I have to move. He is selling my loft.

Did I mention, I love my loft! I am sad. Not only do I love my loft, but I hate moving. For the love of god, I just want it too be over...........

Questions of Faith

I have recently been questioning my faith in a big way. How is it possible that if there is a higher power managing the human race, that children and infants can get horrible diseases and die??? I have recently heard of a family that I know that has three children, 6, 4 and 6 months old. The 6 month old went into the hospital a few weeks ago and his whold body is riddled in cancerous tumors. How is this just??? What part of unfair does this not describe??? I just don't know. The baby is now in paliative care and will die any day now. The parents and family are in shock. How does this happen? Why does it happen to the most innocent? I just don't know.

A fish called Wanda!!!

Meet Wanda, my fantastic new fish!! Not only a fish, but a new roommate. Here are the first 2 pics of Wanda. I have some more, but they won't upload. Damn computer. She is named after my Babsha (grandmother, in Polish) and is very cute.

The big 3-0 list #3

Here goes my ongoing list of things to do before I am 30:

8. Have established a financial plan to get out of debt and clean up my credit.

9. Establish a better relationship with my parents and sisters

10. Make more of an effort with my friends

11. Stopping taking things so seriously and personally

12. loose weight and get in shape

It has been a long time........

So, I have been away from my little blog for quite a while - 3 weeks to be exact!! I can't believe it! Anyway it has been an interesting 3 weeks. I went o Florida for a weekend with a good girlfriend and we had a blast. What a nice treat to escape the cold Toronto and head down to the florida sun. It was not super warm, but it was nice to see the sun and sit by the pool.

I saw my grandfather and his new wife (it has been 25 years nearly that they have been married, but she is and always will be the new wife!). Anyway, it was weird being in there house as I have so many memories of the house with my Grandmother when I was little. It was shocking to be back their! Nothing has changed! Anyway it was nice. She bougt me a fabulous new Gucci handbag, which was a shock and a half. She has never spent any money on me!! As my mother says it is not like they couldn't afford to spent the money, they just don't. The bag is sooooo cute. $1095 US which is quite a pretty penny. Anyway it is stunning.

I wish I was back there it is bleeping cold here and windy/stormy here. The ides of March, I guess.......